Monthly Archives: May 2015

How do I survive my own mind?

I am a survivor.  I have thought those words so many times during my life time. I have survived things that many have never had to endure.  And I say that knowing that there are people out there who have … Continue reading

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All the best people are.

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Feelings from deep inside

In the beginning, when I needed you the most, you were there for me. You held my hand, you held my heart, you held me. You told me that you would always be there for me. I told you everything, … Continue reading

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So I spent the majority of yesterday and the majority of today sleeping.  I slept 11 hours Tuesday night, then another two Wednesday afternoon then another 3 (slept off an on) Wednesday evening.  By 11:30 Wednesday night I was in … Continue reading

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Small update

Small update. Slept 11 hours.  Got up for and hour and a half.  Went back to sleep for 2 hours. Got up for 4 hours or so.  Had a hot bath and then dozed in and out of it for … Continue reading

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Well I slept…

Well I slept….. 11 hours….. Now I feel, groggy, foggy, tingly and frustrated. Hopefully they all go away as I continue to ‘Wake up’.

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I am calm, yet I am frantic.

I am calm, yet I am frantic. Some of the manic madness from yesterday has subsided in some ways but heightened in others. My brain is a mess. My thoughts are chaos. But my speech has slowed down some, or … Continue reading

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