Sitting here at 2:40 am and all I feel is a terrible heart gripping anxiety. Anxiety is winning tonight. I feel it in every part of my body. My arms, my legs. But mostly I feel it squeezing my heart, causing it to flutter. Skipping a beat here and there. Sending waves of panic through me.
I hate this feeling….trying to act normal when my heart is fluttering and my brain is screaming at me.