Monthly Archives: May 2015

I have a mental illness and it sucks

Originally posted on Mad girl's lament:
I’m fucking mad. I’m mad that I have to take pills everyday. I’m mad that they don’t work fast enough. I’m mad that they have side effects. I’m mad that they stop working. I’m mad…

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Wholly or not at all.

A long time ago…well truthfully a not so very long time ago….even a short while ago,  I would have cared, and I would have cared deeply.  I would have frantically tried to fix whatever the problem was and smooth it … Continue reading

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So I sit, and I write.

I wish I knew how to properly explain what I am feeling right now.  I keep wanting to write.  But the words won’t form the way I want them to.  The writing does not measure up to the standard that … Continue reading

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I am going to apologize for this post before I even get it written. My mind is in chaos.  Constant buzzing, thoughts and doing. I feel like there is no way I can stay still.  I am enjoying the productivity … Continue reading

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Can’t. Stop. Moving.

1 hour of broken sleep.  Not. Tired. Go.Go.Go. Can’t. Stop. Moving.

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Pardon the language if it bothers you but: THIS!!

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When anxiety gets stronger

As I wrote last night I was feeling the anxiety getting stronger and stronger and I was beginning not to function well, this was the first time that anxiety has controlled me to this magnitude in a very long time. … Continue reading

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