I let my writing fall to the wayside over the past year. I haven’t written anything seriously in months and have not written anything worthwhile or with substance for this blog in a year or at least pretty close to that.
I feel like I have let myself down, let my blogger friends and readers down and that I really need to start creatively writing again.
I have been told I do my best writing when I just let it flow, when I do not force it to happen and I write from my heart. I write with depth and meaning when I write from somewhere deep within myself. Whether that be depression writing or Mania writing or just something more I am honestly not sure where it comes from. Most times, as I have written in the past my fingers fly over the keyboard or my pen over the paper so freely and so quickly that I just write.
There have been times when I have re-read my writing and not remembered writing it. Times when I have not recognized the thoughts that my mind put together, not recognized the writing on the page.
Right now I am at a place where I want to write. I want to create. I want my ideas and my passions to flow through my writing. I feel the need to write because writing for me is a form of therapy, one of the best that I can receive and one I can give myself.