Tag Archives: Bipolar

After all these years

Sometimes I wake up in the dark to the silent screams that my soul emits. And for a split second, that feels like an eternity, I have a sense of spine tingling fear. Sometimes I wake up in the dark … Continue reading

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Like skittles to rainbows

I am connected to the darkness in the way that skittles are connected to rainbows, by color, not flavor. I love the blackness, the charcoals, the purples and blues. I embrace the mist and the shadows. I find the flamboyance … Continue reading

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Thoughts

My posts have been few and far between.  As with a lot of things that happen during manic episodes, Bipolar Whispers was started and thrived for a short while and due to a bunch of other reasons became something that … Continue reading

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Sleep

Well the sleep that has eluded me all this time with this current mania came last night.  With all the meds, mood stabilizers and sleeping meds, and more mood stabilizers and more sleeping meds and Seroquel added to the mix … Continue reading

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Wondering

When your Bipolar diagnosis gets moved from BP2 to BP1, does that mean its upgraded to 5 star accommodations or downgraded to 1 star accommodations? And more so I wonder how long my doctor knew this tidbit of information…. Thursday … Continue reading

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Music and Mania

I don’t know what it is but there is something about music and mania. Almost every time I am manic I like to listen to music and write. Its like the music keeps me focused enough to be able to … Continue reading

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Worst possible time for this…

Right now I have absolutely no time to deal with the hypomanic episode that my body/mind is trying to unleash on me. I cannot deal with it.  I must not get it. I am hours away from my normal doctor, … Continue reading

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