Tag Archives: Manic

Zoloft Crazy?

That moment when… the depression is so bad you feel like you have failed everyone and everything and as much as you want to go to sleep and not wake up you have to keep on breathing. Such was me … Continue reading

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Writers Block

I am so frustrated right now. Because I cannot write. I am on the verge of tears because I am unable to put words together to make something worth posting. I cannot even get my mind wrapped around a topic … Continue reading

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I wrote a guest blogger post over at REBEL WITH A CAUSE

I wrote a guest blogger post for a blog called REBEL WITH A CAUSE. I decided to write on how I was diagnosed with different mental health issues over the years to finally getting the diagnosis of bipolar disorder and … Continue reading

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I am calm, yet I am frantic.

I am calm, yet I am frantic. Some of the manic madness from yesterday has subsided in some ways but heightened in others. My brain is a mess. My thoughts are chaos. But my speech has slowed down some, or … Continue reading

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Where do I end and my bipolar disorder begin?

Being bipolar means I am a mixture of several different things at once.  But doesn’t being a person without a mental illness mean the same thing?  Where do we begin to know which aspects of ourselves are who we are … Continue reading

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Empowered (Language warning)

Tonight I am empowered.  It did not start off that way, but it has gotten that way pretty quickly.  It actually started with some hurt, some deep hurt within myself, one that I felt should not have been there.  But … Continue reading

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Mania Check List

Spent a lot of time trying to be in control….. not to move much, or trying not to talk a lot tonight, failed miserably.  All it accomplished was making me feel more out of control……Irony at its finest. Lack of … Continue reading

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