Tag Archives: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Bipolar as an adjective

A Bipolar journey is one of extremes, one of differences, emotions, opposites.  To me, in my eyes it is a spectrum.  The spectrum of someone with Bipolar Disorder can be so vast that many times I feel like no two … Continue reading

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Zoloft Crazy?

That moment when… the depression is so bad you feel like you have failed everyone and everything and as much as you want to go to sleep and not wake up you have to keep on breathing. Such was me … Continue reading

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Bipolar Whispers is 2

  Bipolar Whispers Blog is 2. I cannot believe it has been 2 years since I first started the Bipolar Whispers blog.  I started this in a Manic high to let out frustrations to write to my hearts content and to … Continue reading

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Sometimes.

Sometimes the despair and destruction and chaos inside is more real than the conversation or situation that I am in.  To the point where I forget things because of the devastation that I am going through at that particular time. … Continue reading

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Please don’t, Please do.

Please don’t underestimate me because of my illness. Please don’t Judge me because of my illness. Please don’t feel threatened by me because of my illness. Please don’t leave me out because of my illness. Please don’t forget the good … Continue reading

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Drowning

I am underwater.  Looking up I can see a dim filtered light but I am unable to break the surface.  I am suffocating, water leaking into my lungs.  I am drowning. Sinking deeper and deeper beneath the surface. I am … Continue reading

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feeling off

I feel off…. Not manic, and I would certainly rather be mildly manic than this. Not quite depression. But definitely not myself.  

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