Tag Archives: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Moderate Anxiety

Dealing with some anxiety here tonight, first time I felt like this in quite some time.  I was watching something on tv and I guess some of it hit home with some things that I was and have been going … Continue reading

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Tide

When all the world goes out like the tide, and you feel like you are standing alone watching and waiting for the water to reach you again, to cleanse you.  That is the moment when I feel most alone.  Knowing … Continue reading

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Zoloft Crazy?

That moment when… the depression is so bad you feel like you have failed everyone and everything and as much as you want to go to sleep and not wake up you have to keep on breathing. Such was me … Continue reading

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Bipolar Whispers is 2

  Bipolar Whispers Blog is 2. I cannot believe it has been 2 years since I first started the Bipolar Whispers blog.  I started this in a Manic high to let out frustrations to write to my hearts content and to … Continue reading

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Sometimes.

Sometimes the despair and destruction and chaos inside is more real than the conversation or situation that I am in.  To the point where I forget things because of the devastation that I am going through at that particular time. … Continue reading

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Drowning

I am underwater.  Looking up I can see a dim filtered light but I am unable to break the surface.  I am suffocating, water leaking into my lungs.  I am drowning. Sinking deeper and deeper beneath the surface. I am … Continue reading

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feeling off

I feel off…. Not manic, and I would certainly rather be mildly manic than this. Not quite depression. But definitely not myself.  

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