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Finally

And life has finally slowed down for a bit.  After a busy 7-8 weeks I can finally breathe. Though I may or may not have drank a few too many coffee today and now my mind won’t stay quiet….lol Goodnight … Continue reading

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Little update

Sorry I have not been writing much lately.  I have a couple of things going on that is really taking up a ton of time, but they should be clued up within the next week and then I should be … Continue reading

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In the darkness.

When I close my eyes I see a darkness, in the darkness I see a shimmer, in the shimmer I see a reflection, in the reflection I see a beast, the Bipolar Beast.

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Moderate Anxiety

Dealing with some anxiety here tonight, first time I felt like this in quite some time.  I was watching something on tv and I guess some of it hit home with some things that I was and have been going … Continue reading

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Bipolar as an adjective

A Bipolar journey is one of extremes, one of differences, emotions, opposites.  To me, in my eyes it is a spectrum.  The spectrum of someone with Bipolar Disorder can be so vast that many times I feel like no two … Continue reading

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Tide

When all the world goes out like the tide, and you feel like you are standing alone watching and waiting for the water to reach you again, to cleanse you.  That is the moment when I feel most alone.  Knowing … Continue reading

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Zoloft Crazy?

That moment when… the depression is so bad you feel like you have failed everyone and everything and as much as you want to go to sleep and not wake up you have to keep on breathing. Such was me … Continue reading

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