Category Archives: Bipolar Disorder

Sleep

Well the sleep that has eluded me all this time with this current mania came last night.  With all the meds, mood stabilizers and sleeping meds, and more mood stabilizers and more sleeping meds and Seroquel added to the mix … Continue reading

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Wondering

When your Bipolar diagnosis gets moved from BP2 to BP1, does that mean its upgraded to 5 star accommodations or downgraded to 1 star accommodations? And more so I wonder how long my doctor knew this tidbit of information…. Thursday … Continue reading

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Music and Mania

I don’t know what it is but there is something about music and mania. Almost every time I am manic I like to listen to music and write. Its like the music keeps me focused enough to be able to … Continue reading

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Worst possible time for this…

Right now I have absolutely no time to deal with the hypomanic episode that my body/mind is trying to unleash on me. I cannot deal with it.  I must not get it. I am hours away from my normal doctor, … Continue reading

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In the darkness.

When I close my eyes I see a darkness, in the darkness I see a shimmer, in the shimmer I see a reflection, in the reflection I see a beast, the Bipolar Beast.

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Bipolar as an adjective

A Bipolar journey is one of extremes, one of differences, emotions, opposites.  To me, in my eyes it is a spectrum.  The spectrum of someone with Bipolar Disorder can be so vast that many times I feel like no two … Continue reading

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Zoloft Crazy?

That moment when… the depression is so bad you feel like you have failed everyone and everything and as much as you want to go to sleep and not wake up you have to keep on breathing. Such was me … Continue reading

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