Monthly Archives: March 2015

A letter to my 10 year old self

Dear 10 year old me. I am you.  You know, from the future.  First off wrap your arms around yourself and squeeze.  Nice big hug from me.  You deserve it. I am writing this from the future, and let me … Continue reading

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Looking back

I have spent a huge amount of my life pretending everything was fine.  But the truth was: I was barely holding it all together.  Using glue to hold the pieces in place.  Plastering on a fake smile and going about … Continue reading

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Smudges of me

Ink leaking out of my pen onto the pages as I write,  all the while loosing bits of myself smudged into the pages of my journal.

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Weird unbalanced month

I haven’t been what I call balanced for a month now.  I say what “I” call balanced, because my balance might be different from your balance and your balance might be different from mine.  Its been over a month now … Continue reading

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Caught in the grasp of Anxiety

It feels like something is squeezing my heart, and while it is doing so my heart is skipping a beat or two, all the while fluttering as if a bunch of butterflies were trying to escape a single cocoon at … Continue reading

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Heightened Awareness

For about 12 hours now I have been extremely aware of many of my senses.  They are heightened in a way that I am not even sure I can explain. This is not the first time this has happened to … Continue reading

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Half Butterfly – Half Wasp

I know each of you who have read my blog have seen my half butterfly, half wasp picture that I use.   I thought I would explain why I use it and what the picture means to me. I had it … Continue reading

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