Tag Archives: Mental Illness

In the darkness.

When I close my eyes I see a darkness, in the darkness I see a shimmer, in the shimmer I see a reflection, in the reflection I see a beast, the Bipolar Beast. Advertisements

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Bipolar as an adjective

A Bipolar journey is one of extremes, one of differences, emotions, opposites.  To me, in my eyes it is a spectrum.  The spectrum of someone with Bipolar Disorder can be so vast that many times I feel like no two … Continue reading

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Tide

When all the world goes out like the tide, and you feel like you are standing alone watching and waiting for the water to reach you again, to cleanse you.  That is the moment when I feel most alone.  Knowing … Continue reading

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Zoloft Crazy?

That moment when… the depression is so bad you feel like you have failed everyone and everything and as much as you want to go to sleep and not wake up you have to keep on breathing. Such was me … Continue reading

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Started med.

Finally built up the nerve to take the first of the Zoloft last night. (Feb 6th) Every since my bad reaction to Lithium I am nervous taking new medications.  Even stuff I have taken before makes me a little nervous. … Continue reading

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feeling off

I feel off…. Not manic, and I would certainly rather be mildly manic than this. Not quite depression. But definitely not myself.  

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Bipolar Whispers is 1

I have been blogging here for a year. A whole year. I started Bipolar Whispers in a manic phase.  A time when I was full of possibility.  Another grand idea was formed because of mania. A time when my ability … Continue reading

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